Simply Torie
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can it be Christmas already.
I wanna see if what I’ve worked hard on paid off.I don’t know if it did but I sure hope so. (:
Hiding.
I have been hiding behind this facade. I’m not the happy, cheerful person who’s life doesn’t have a flaw in the world. I don’t show the person I am because if I did I feel that I would lose most if not all of my friends. I don’t tell people what’s wrong because they will judge me or if I tell them I’m suffering from depression they will say that I’m just making it up to get attention or that I don’t I only think I do. Most people believe the happy face I put on. And I’m tired of hiding it. I don’t like who I am and I don’t like being a depressing person. But I can honestly say I don’t know when the last time I was truly happy. I don’t want people to think I’m a freak because I have put myself into harm many times. I’m scared of what my family will say or do if I tell them I think I have depression. I took a test online even though I know its not an actual diagnosis, but it said I have major depression. And I have 90% of the symptoms that it says about depression. And to add to the top of that I have confidence and self-esteem issues, and I’m not happy with my body. The one person that I should be able to tell I can’t because I’m afraid he will leave me because I’m a depressing person. When all I really need is support to help me get over this. I know that venting here isn’t going to do anything but its the one place that I can vent that I won’t be judged or I hope no one will judge me. Most of you probably don’t even read what I post. But I’m just reaching out for help and any help. Idk if I should talk to my mom about it or not, but I’m scared and I need to get rid of the depressing side of me and be a happy go lucky person again.
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What is wrong with society? Society’s definition of “beautiful” is having a flat stomach, big boobs, big butt, long hair, and tan sexy skin. Because of this, teenagers don’t think they’re good enough anymore. They don’t think they’re being accepted. 10 year old girls think they’re fat. 11 year olds cut. 12 year olds stop eating. 13 year olds wake up in the morning and stare at themselves in the mirror; pointing out every little imperfection. Society is also teaching girls at a young age to wear mini skirts, short shorts, and belly shirts- which is now leading to sexual activity. 10 year olds being pressured into having a boyfriend. 11 year olds making out. 12 year olds giving head. 13 year olds aren’t virgins, and leading them to becoming an emotional wreck. Society is killing the teenager. Reblog this is you agree.
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